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(no subject) [Sep. 15th, 2005|06:10 pm]
[mood |blankblank]

Oh dear...let's see if I can remember what I ate yesterday...

Breakfast was nothing, because we had a sleep in and I slept until about 8.15 and had to get ready for class. For lunch...I think I had a small salad, a sandwich, and probably some sort of fruit...i dunno.
For dinner was baked Tilapia and noodles without sauce....and probably something else.

Breakfast: small bowl of cereal, cheese omelet, kiwi...watermelon, methinks, and a piece of yummy bread.
Lunch was a sandwich with tomato, 1 slice of cheese, mustard, and turkey. A little salad with tomato, garbanzo beans, cucumbers, and dark lettuce/spinach. And a piece of watermelon, some cottage cheese and canned pears and peaches.
Dinner I had just a little bit ago, and was too many greasy little 'chicken wing dings', about 3/4 cup of mac and cheese...and this chocolate shell thing with cherry goop and whipped cream.

As for exercise today, we did this stuff in Wellness class...so basically about...15 minutes of cardio, and then at theater for warm up we did something called Sazuki, which is affectionately known as Pilates from Hell. It was really fun. ^_^

And now I have to go, because I have a meeting.

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(no subject) [Sep. 14th, 2005|08:37 pm]

[mood |calmcalm]
[music |Katatonia, Sulfer]

hey there girls~ the last few days have been kinda hard on me, and before that I was not home for a few. anyhow,

nil exercise to start, some fudge bites [I made it and had to test it for grainy-ness x_x] I has some cucumber and carrot slices with salad dressing, a bean borrito, some hash and tomato salad~ Oh, a soda and a small chocolate bar thing [like 2 ounces small] and multiple cups of milk.

Yesterday I had a salad, mash potatos and some buffalo roast, a soda and fudge, and I walked to the bus stop for grace, so about a mile of exercise. I probably also had a few glasses of milk, as I have been craving it lately. >.>

Dont ask about the weekend, I had horridly lol.

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(no subject) [Sep. 13th, 2005|01:27 pm]
[mood |drunkug...]

Hee hee. I was going to post after breakfast, but obviously I didn't . ^_^
Breakfast was a small bowl of honey bunches of oats *dance*, small piece of watermelon, grapes, a kiwi, water.
Lunch was seven chicken nuggets with about a teaspoon of ketchup/mayo, a piece of cauliflower, cucumber slices, garbanzo beans...soy milk, and apples and carmel. yummy! So I guess tis pretty good today, and I'll be eating dinner at about 6. ^_^ And Claire and I did crunches this morning and yesterday, and my teacher made us do 15 pushes in wellness today. x_x damn people and they're running mouths.

Now I have to go because class is starting.
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(no subject) [Sep. 12th, 2005|10:05 pm]
[mood |calmcalm]
[music |Secret Garden-White Stones]

HAH! Look who posted two days in a row! *dance* ....okay I'm done.

Anyway, what did I eat today? That's a very good question.
Breakfast, I had a bowl of raisin bran, I think some fruit, and water.
Lunch was a 'southwestern turkey baguette' whatever that is. I only ate the bottom bread and the meat and lettuce and tomato (i think) and pickles and mustard. And it was actually pretty good. ^_^ And besides that I had some sort of pasta salad that was probably really bad for me...and some garbanzo beans from the salad I made and didn't eat. And water of course.
Dinner I probably could have made a little better. I had these two big pasta noodle thingies that were so stuffed with ricotta cheese you had to take a drink of water after each bite so your tongue wouldn't stick to the roof of your mouth. And a bowl of fruit, three glasses of water, and a carton of Silk.

So today I think was pretty good. ^_^ And also at the venture crew/boy scout meeting I was at during dinner, I decided that I do indeed want to go to Fall Ball with someone. :D And I have two weeks to make it so. ;p But it's good, because I wouldn't feel really super weird if I asked him to go with me. ^_^ So hopefully that will progress. *dance*

Oh...and now I'm eating cheesy popcorn stuff or whatever, and I also had two pieces of leftover cake today. x_x so maybe I wasn't as good as I could have been...but I still wasn't bad. ^_^ And I've lost 5 pounds since I got here! *dance*

Okay...I have to go now. sm0rgz0rs!
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Urg... [Sep. 11th, 2005|08:21 pm]
[mood |AAAARG!]

You know, on vacation I was so frustrated and angry at mummy and myself, and I vowed that this year I would lose a lot of weight and completely turn my life around. Well...that's going just peachy. I haven't been to the fitness center in like...two weeks, and I don't know if I'm eating well or not. I tend to make good choices at meals, but it's what I happen to eat between that I can't remember and is probably not good. I usually don't eat between breakfast and lunch unless I'm starving and I'll get a granola bar or an apple at break. And then I don't eat between lunch and 3.00, but then I get back to my room, I'm sitting around doing nothing on the computer, or doing homework, and I start wanting something to eat! So of course then I go find something, and usually what I find isn't too wonderful. x_x I just need to start going back to the fitness center. But wait! I can't do that anymore, and it's for a good reason! I GOT A PART IN TEH PLAY!!!!! *dance* And it's the part I wanted, too. So I'll probably be rehearsing for that every day from about 3.30 to 5.45 and that leaves no time for exercise. x_x Except on the weekends...but who wants to get up on a Saturday morning and go to the fitness center? I need to start doing so, however. I talked to mummy on the phone tonight to tell her about the play, and we got to talking about food and I just got annoyed again. And before that I had gotten an email from gramma saying how diabetes is becoming a major disease among teens due to bad diet and lack of exercise. I know it's because they care about me and they want me to have a good life, but it's annoying! And I just end up feeling worse because of it. Of course for the first few days afterward I'm all "let's eat healthier shit, guys!" but once the novelty wears off and I'm like "I want sugaaaaaar!" Because I'm tired and hungry and just want to feel better, dammit. ;_; Ah well...the joys of teenagerhood. x_x pooey.
So yeah...once again I've resolved to start eating better...wonder how long that'll last.

I still have homework to do. As in study for a French test I'm going to fail, and read some Humanities. *sigh*

BUT I GOT A PART IN THE PLAAAAAAY! And it's the only thing keeping me from bawling right now. :D

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(no subject) [Sep. 7th, 2005|09:41 pm]

heehee, courtney you really dont eat much at all. The previous post, where you said you had eaten tons, sounded completely normal o.0 And as far as today, yeah it was mostly sweet stuff, but still wasn't much. ^^; <3 Eh, what I am trying to say is that you're doing fine. ^^ And carrie, I hope you get well soon! ;_; sick = teh suxz0rz.

Today I had some leftovers from last night [chicken and rice with a spicy tomato like sauce] milk, and ice cream cone, 2 slices of zuchinni bread, and 1 large bowl of spaghetti~ I also had a nice jog/walk with fitz today. It didn't take us very long, as we jogged most of teh way [to teh ridge road gate carrie], only 15 minutes!

yesterday, as far as I can remember, I had a bowl of cherrios, more of the chicken/rice stuff [uber yum I will make it for your family courtney - it is the tomato cayenne chicken I made for you guys carrie], a pb&j, lotsa milk..........and that is all I can remember but I am sure there was atleast a little more. ^^; I walked to the bus stop to meet grace yesterday as well, so that is one mile, lol.

<3 you both!
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(no subject) [Sep. 7th, 2005|06:41 pm]
to eat today:

cottage cheese
soy latte
chocolate candies (the little palmers ones, I had like... 6 x_x)
jelly beans

I feel fricking disgusting I atelike, nothing but junk food. Tomorrow is gunna be so much better though, today was big sister little sister today, so there was junk food abounds.
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(no subject) [Sep. 6th, 2005|09:38 pm]
howdy ya'll~

It figures my worst eating day, is the day I remember to post. @_@

Anyway: For starters: I had some almonds and cottage cheese for breakfast- half a cookie at break, celery at lunch, 1 cup of ice cream after school (there was an ice cream social ~_~) and a chipotle burrito (w/ rice, beans, guac,sour cream, and mild salsa)

I went home, rested for a bit, then went to the gym for 35 minutes of running.

wewt. <3 <3 back tot he gym I go!
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sick=yuckzors [Sep. 6th, 2005|07:13 pm]
[mood |sicksick]

x_x This is teh worst week ever. ^_^ I have gotten sick, and I am positive it is because over the weekend I mostly sat in my room and did nothing, and really ate nothing. And also I've not been getting enough sleep. So hooray for abusing immune systems! And y'know, I have a voice lesson tomorrow morning. Bloody dandy, all right.

But now for food. What did I eat this morning? I have no clue....
Breakfast was a small pear, a big plum, and a bowl of cereal. And water and OJ. ^_^
Lunch, ah...ravioli x_x, potato cheese puff thingymabobbers that are really good, brussel sprouts...yeah. And water.
Dinner was a piece of sorry turkey, veggies and mashed potatoes, apples...and chocolate pudding. x_x And water and a little OJ. ^_^ Oh, and some soymilk at breakfast and lunchzors. Tis yummykins! ^_^

And now I need to start my homework. I have a rather tough-sounding test in Humanities tomorrow, and I have a big paper due as well. So that first, and then French. x_x I suck at French. ;_; *sigh* O well...^_^

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(no subject) [Sep. 6th, 2005|01:03 pm]

[mood |stressedstressed]
[music |Opeth - Hope Leaves]

Mom and I had a talk today about my needing to work on more school, math in particular. Really, I am horrible at math. All the talk about, if you think you cannot do it you can’t is crap too. I think I told you both about how I was starting my algebra, and felt I was doing spectacularly! Sadly, horrid was more like it. And now I don’t feel like I can accomplish anything, because of this mini talk thing. I’m probably stressing too much about it. I mean, I’ve been working on my paper [which if I was somewhat capable would be done by now] and it is going ok. But I have a festival late this month, and I have pretty much zero art for it. So, I tried painting and nothing happened. I can’t get the effect I want and I don’t think I have to skill to complete one I’ve recently started. Gah, not a good way to spend the day. ><

This and I really want to read more harry potter but I have to keep waiting. And and and. Yes. I am feeling way to inept.

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